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Why does all things have to happen with me

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Warning this is a long long post so please be patient while reading it if you choose to do it

I have been observing from a long time that what every changes or experimenter's that has to be done are always done with me (my batch rather). Do all people like me this much or consider me this much strong that i can withstand all this. Didn't get what i am talking about, i am talking about the changes in the courses and different patterns and stuff they have always happened with me and my batch
It all started when i was in 8th class (as far as i remember) at that time the course of Maths or Science was changed well we were not aware that much at that time. Then can class 9th and course of Maths and English was changed. Then in 10th the course of History was changed which was the biggest change for me at least because i was very much interested to study about the World Wars which was changed with Contemporary India in which i was not interested at all. Then came the biggest thing which changed me forever and i think you must have guessed about it already, yes it was me going to Kota i don't remember who gave my parents suggestion about sending me to Kota but i was sent there well not force fully but still not willingly. I was suggested that i am an average student because i got 74% in 10th not bad not good well all because of History and Hindi. I got 84% combined in Science and Maths (its not something big but still!!!!!) so was eligible for all the coaching classes as they required 75% minimum. There i spent almost 2 years of my life away from my Home my friends in Indore, away from everything but there i learned a lot i worked kind of hard (from an average persons point of view) but i still don't know what went wrong with me that i have to repeat. Well i guess i am diverting away from the post so there in Kota it a hell lot of change for me. There i was in 11th in a school there only. But then i decided to take Admission here in Indore for my 12th as many of my seniors have suggested me to do that only. Well there was as such no change in syllabus in 11th but then a change for me was there i had to take Physical Education as my subject there in DC i never have given Physical Education a thought as my subject but i had to do that there because everyone said it is not that hard you don't have to study it like other subjects. So moving forward now i was in 12th in Indore and heard the news that IIT JEE will now be only of screening type, yes mains was removed and the pattern will also be changed but th biggest news was that no 2nd, 3rd or ne other dropper will be allowed to give it was kind of happy with the decision but also sad after thinking about the people how left other good colleges thinking about JEE that year ne way they were finally allowed and the problem for freshers were increased because now the competition will be even more deadly but it was not in my hands all that i could do was to face it that was the only thing that i could do and i really did only that but somewhere something was wrong it Didn't turned out to be good, good? Not even satisfactory and the end result is here ooooooooo where m i going after that another news came that CBSE will be giving extra time of 15min for reading the paper and would also make the paper bit easy but i would all be covered up by strict marking so another change but was it really help full yes it was but because of strict marking there was as such no big effect of this for me. And now again a very very big change that i pray should only be a rumor is JEE will have screening again from next year and that too in December. Can u imagine what impact it can have it will shake the droppers even more that what an earthquake of magnitude 10 can do and again i m left with no options other then to repeat ( because i have already started preparations for it) lets just see if that change happens or not meanwhile i will be leaving for Kota on 25th that is sunday in the morning so i might blog again tomorrow but in case i wont consider this my last post for this month but don't ever think of this blog as dead because i will be back again after some 10 months i think now i must stop because i have almost reached at the end of page in writer

So bye ppl bye
Ankur Shrivastava


Written by Ankur

June 24, 2006 at 12:34 am

Posted in Indore, kota, Life, Special

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  1. […] Its Friday august 25 this day again will go to the list of worst days of my life. You will ask y what happened? and i will sadly reply IIT IS GOING TO CHANGE ITS PATTERN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! O god it reminds me of one of my post why does all things have to happen with me lets see what comes in the papers tomorrow. […]

  2. hi frnd read whole of ur post u know my story is kindda same dreamed alot but due to some financial and situational problems cudnot achieve wht i wanted but i believe in fighting and not compromising and hope u also follow the same now i am in kota repeating when all of my frnds have joined colleges (gud or bad) it pains then i think tht am gonna have quality next year… bheed se alag hona hi success hai thts what i believe bcoz one of my teachers in kota told ki bheed ka koi chehra nahi hota!

    hope to read frm u back…….


    October 30, 2006 at 7:20 pm

  3. Hey!! Thats what i also belive in but dont know how much true will i make it ne way Best of luck this time and hope you get what ever you want this time by the way you are in which coaching here


    October 31, 2006 at 1:39 am

  4. Your blog is very good and very helpful for students
    iit jee coaching kota


    December 11, 2009 at 6:42 pm

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