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Why does all things have to happen with me

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Warning this is a long long post so please be patient while reading it if you choose to do it

I have been observing from a long time that what every changes or experimenter's that has to be done are always done with me (my batch rather). Do all people like me this much or consider me this much strong that i can withstand all this. Didn't get what i am talking about, i am talking about the changes in the courses and different patterns and stuff they have always happened with me and my batch
It all started when i was in 8th class (as far as i remember) at that time the course of Maths or Science was changed well we were not aware that much at that time. Then can class 9th and course of Maths and English was changed. Then in 10th the course of History was changed which was the biggest change for me at least because i was very much interested to study about the World Wars which was changed with Contemporary India in which i was not interested at all. Then came the biggest thing which changed me forever and i think you must have guessed about it already, yes it was me going to Kota i don't remember who gave my parents suggestion about sending me to Kota but i was sent there well not force fully but still not willingly. I was suggested that i am an average student because i got 74% in 10th not bad not good well all because of History and Hindi. I got 84% combined in Science and Maths (its not something big but still!!!!!) so was eligible for all the coaching classes as they required 75% minimum. There i spent almost 2 years of my life away from my Home my friends in Indore, away from everything but there i learned a lot i worked kind of hard (from an average persons point of view) but i still don't know what went wrong with me that i have to repeat. Well i guess i am diverting away from the post so there in Kota it a hell lot of change for me. There i was in 11th in a school there only. But then i decided to take Admission here in Indore for my 12th as many of my seniors have suggested me to do that only. Well there was as such no change in syllabus in 11th but then a change for me was there i had to take Physical Education as my subject there in DC i never have given Physical Education a thought as my subject but i had to do that there because everyone said it is not that hard you don't have to study it like other subjects. So moving forward now i was in 12th in Indore and heard the news that IIT JEE will now be only of screening type, yes mains was removed and the pattern will also be changed but th biggest news was that no 2nd, 3rd or ne other dropper will be allowed to give it was kind of happy with the decision but also sad after thinking about the people how left other good colleges thinking about JEE that year ne way they were finally allowed and the problem for freshers were increased because now the competition will be even more deadly but it was not in my hands all that i could do was to face it that was the only thing that i could do and i really did only that but somewhere something was wrong it Didn't turned out to be good, good? Not even satisfactory and the end result is here ooooooooo where m i going after that another news came that CBSE will be giving extra time of 15min for reading the paper and would also make the paper bit easy but i would all be covered up by strict marking so another change but was it really help full yes it was but because of strict marking there was as such no big effect of this for me. And now again a very very big change that i pray should only be a rumor is JEE will have screening again from next year and that too in December. Can u imagine what impact it can have it will shake the droppers even more that what an earthquake of magnitude 10 can do and again i m left with no options other then to repeat ( because i have already started preparations for it) lets just see if that change happens or not meanwhile i will be leaving for Kota on 25th that is sunday in the morning so i might blog again tomorrow but in case i wont consider this my last post for this month but don't ever think of this blog as dead because i will be back again after some 10 months i think now i must stop because i have almost reached at the end of page in openoffice.org writer

So bye ppl bye
Ankur Shrivastava

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June 24, 2006 at 12:34 am

Posted in Indore, kota, Life, Special

Change is the only constant

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so well every thing has to change and it will surely change whatever you try, whatever you do, so again my life changed and i will now have to go to Kota for 1 more year but this time in Bansal from Career Point but do i really want to go
aaaahh….. well having some mixed feeling so not sure abt it. The biggest point worrying me abt a drop is RESERVATIONS so cant say ne thing abt it. well i m seeing many ppl with not so good rank around me taking a drop so m thinking abt dropping the idea of a drop but still on sunday i went to Kota and completed the formality of Admission so its now confirm and i wont be on-line or even blog like this from 25th this month will miss it really but its for around 10 months and i can continue after that without ne prb.

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June 20, 2006 at 12:25 am

Posted in Indore, kota, Life, Special, Stuff

So finally something got decided

so finally it got decided that i will be taking a drop. there r just many ppl who keep on sugesting different things and start debating on the topic wheather i should take drop or not but now its final and decided that i will be going to Bansal,Kota. Wish me Luck

ok ok now lyrics of a nice song by Red Hot Chili Peppers – Under The Bridge (i heard this song on skype dont ask me how)

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

Chorus-

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

Chorus-

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way
Bridge-

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

PS- comments closed for this post coz i dont want ppl to discuess abt it

Written by Ankur

June 16, 2006 at 4:59 pm

Posted in Indore, kota, Life, Special, Stuff

CP Memories Video alpha

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check out this CP Memories video it is still in alpha phase will complete it fast and if u have some pics plz mail them to me

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June 13, 2006 at 12:19 am

Posted in kota, Special, Stuff

Ankur singh will kill me for this !!!!!!!!!

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yes i know Ankur Singh will kill me for this but still here is i video that i took from his cell lol yes a one image i was given by i think Aditya Singh lol
Ek Haseena Ek Khiladi
and also because of this

and i cant publish other things or i will surely be killed lol ne way here r some other videos

ppl sitting in my room and filling forms and slam books


avanish and hari funny fight
those days were fun

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June 11, 2006 at 9:14 pm

Posted in kota, Life, Special, Stuff

Friends and Movie

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I met 2 of my frnds Ashish (khargosh) and Angam (pandu) all because of the BITS test they had selected Indore as the center i was lucky enough to meet Ashish as i didn't knew what date he had selected and call it some coincidence or nething else both of us selected the same dates and same time slot was happy for seeing him after a long time. well abt angam he selected the slot of today so met him got info abt a hell lot of ppl from both of them. I was really happy but ne way both of them went away. I also visited my school DC after a long time didn't saw much change lovely as ever but then all of my memories started coming back like "Bhramputra", Nikets habbit, the fun we had in group, Kanta (a teachers name he he), Famous Sneezes, and all my frndz mischiefs, etc. But Life goes on and on and on and u r left only with memories and more memories which u will cherish life long ne way getting back to normal. India is really playing GREAT at this time against west indies see urself

Match Commentary

Yeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaa i am watching the live cricket commentary he he its kind of fun but neway m thinking West Indies will not make more then 200 whatever happens and here is Pandu aka Angam

Angam (pandu)

So now coming to the point i am thinking abt going to Movie "The Da Vinci Code" interested ppl plz contact me have heard a lot abt the book sold millions of copies worldwide and lets see what the movie has to offer and what has made it so controversial movie.

Da Vinci Code
so Bye and hope that india wins

Written by Ankur

May 20, 2006 at 11:50 pm

Posted in Indore, kota, Life, Special

Remembering Old Days

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Ankur vatsAngamAnupam (the dog)AnupamNitinBinitCJ (Chatiyana Joshi)GauravManoj BhayiaSumit BhayiaParthEshanEshanEshan
I was checking my old mails and found these pics which i have taken long ago (more then a year) from my cell and have MMS them to my ID they reminds me of the days when i was with these ppl and the way we tried to make something out of life. But life goes on and we meet many ppl and move away from them lets see what life has to offer for all of us so BEST OF LUCK ppl and thankx for every thing.

Written by Ankur

May 12, 2006 at 5:24 pm

Posted in kota, Life, Special